Naw, I'm really fine... things are ok and certainly could be worse... I'm definitely devoted though to the effort in making them better.
GenaE came to town and crashed here at da casa. He had some interviews (trying to get back to dfw) and needed a place to stay. I felt bad because as one could easily imagine, I'm feeling even less social than typical.
I just want to be alone and with as alone as I am, it's not enough... I could really handle a few days of complete 0 interaction with anyone. Not to make offense of course... just... i dunno. I just need it quiet again... my mind that is.
I haven't been meditating as much as I should be. I've been meditating once in the evenings every day and today I was able to squeeze off a bit of focus while sitting at my desk at work. Overall though I need some time to separate... to really pull away... and I haven't been making it a priority.
Haven't been in a writing mood either... just really don't wanna take the time to write it all down. I should of course but more often than not my give-a-shitter is suffering from intermittent outages.