Is it that I do not have patience or that I'm honestly not trying hard enough? I'm involved entirely too much to be going this slow. I feel like my wheels are spinning as I fall backwards down the hill - yeah, my ass cheeks are spread wide open.
I'm dealing with something at the moment that is literally a fork in the road... I can easily see this one decision impacting everything that happens to me from now on. I know I've dealt with adult issues before in my life but none that were such a clear test of my maturity. If only I could see tomorrow.