mortality cartographer (beeooll) wrote,
mortality cartographer

With success comes fear. Now isn't that fucked.

Nothing to gripe about but I feel really gripy. I think I've been shorting my needed sleep.

I feel like I have an assload to do and not enough time. I'm totally forgetting that if I write down what I need to do, it's very likely to go much faster and easier.

I feel like I have a chance to get things permanently stabilized. I'm missing home terribly and combating those thoughts with the raw economics of if I were to go back.

There is much to be thankful for but this particular moment bites. Thinking broad is a double edge sword when you can see all possible scenarios, their sacrifices, and ultimate regrets.
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