mortality cartographer (beeooll) wrote,
mortality cartographer


Have you ever written something like a poem or even just a ramble and honestly didn't target it to anyone or anything but someone took it personal?

At the moment they took it personal though, all you could do was not understand how they could because it was just a flow of thought?

Then you pull away from it... a few days pass and then suddenly, you read it again and you are like, "holy fuck... um... now I can see where they were coming from."

Our subconscious minds are their own animal without question... Although I honestly do not believe the words fit them, they may have... they were actually about someone else though. Oddly, unfortunately, I can see where they were coming from.

I've been overwhelmingly self centered as of late. Some would argue that I am by nature but lately, I have been completely and totally on task for myself. Many reasons for that and none of which I really wish to go into.

I'm very near a breaking point yet I am also on the threshold of a breakthrough. Today, I've worked for almost all of the twenty hours I have been awake...

I don't want a medal, I want progress. I'll be damned if I will let me get in my way.

And finally, if I've been an ass... I apologize.
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