It's hard to keep up with others when you're not especially interested in the race. Strange winds blow through your life, scattering pages that should have been better organized. Your pride might make it difficult for you to accept help. Turn to family and friends for perspective. You seem to have overlooked a few small but crucial issues. Go back and patch the holes that you've torn in your haste. Self-indulgence wastes the energy you could be using for self-improvement. A disciplined approach makes a world of difference.