mortality cartographer (beeooll) wrote,
mortality cartographer
beeooll

the emotional equivalent of a three day fast (after a huge meal)

vulnerable
drowning
discontent and sore
i don't want to be alone
afraid of staying
while tired of standing
change needs to come
change soon change fast
suffocating
without focus or drive
the only visible strengths are my gratitude and
concurrent contempt for my existence
environment
reality
nature

nothing seems right
or fine
tired of longing and discomfort
tired of loosing my mind
tired of hearing self whine

i would ask for strength
if i had purpose
i would request rain
if only i had a seed

pocket of platinum
heart of lead
and no soul to fill in between
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