This morning has been really odd. Good morning but odd.
I wonder how someone can get to be pushing forty and never figure out that when they act out in an attempt to deny someone their success or happiness, they are actually taking time out to deny themselves of the same. Essentially, the energy they spend on being ridiculous and giving substance to the external non tangible could have been used to wade through their daily bullshit easier, if not achieve their wildest dreams. I hope I never let go of this. I hope it's never kicked out of my hands (hard enough not to catch it before it shatters).