mortality cartographer (beeooll) wrote,
mortality cartographer

Haircut today... I feel so much better... oh man. While getting my hair cut I thought of when my hair was down to the middle of my back around four years ago and I couldn't help but wonder how the hell I put up with it, even in a pony tail. Those thoughts and of course the overwhelming amount of grey... not very bad yet but when it's cut it seems so. My dad grayed early in life... it looks like I will too.

Trippy day... I'm thinking this job is going to work out. Especially if the pay advancement comes as planned or better... still won't be what last year was but you take what you can get. At the moment though, I'm facing two months of simply getting by... if that. But cool people, interesting work, and I will be learning a ridiculously large amount... both coding wise and auto finance wise. The guy coming on board with me knows shitloads... and doesn't seem like he minds teaching. Hello, call me student.

Other things on my mind of course but nothing worth writing about. Mood could be a hell of a lot better but I think that's because I haven't been working at it like I had been for the past four months. I've simply been too damned tired and haven't put in the effort. I have a feeling though that if I keep it semi-in-check and then get back with it, it will be a lot like me and guitar, all of a sudden doing things that previously I couldn't. Sometimes one can achieve through a break more efficiently than simple bull headed persistence- and if ever there was someone/something, it would be me and meditation. Don't get me wrong... not cold turkey... but certainly not five plus times a day either.

It will work out... even if my only destination are days highlighted with soiling my depends and eventually croaking. Being the internally temperamental kind of guy I am though, I would easily imagine that entries like the past few previous are quite likely on the horizon... gots to blow mah steam.
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